Since I have posted anything of substance and I am stuck…still…I want to gush about family stuff and tell you all that life is chaos with Annah and her daddies as well as the little man moving in full time and of course the day to day of life with a teenager….but Master says I must find something else to tell you soooo here goes…

I am allowed to use memes for the moment so stole this one and modified it a bit from my email…

1. What song or lyric reminds you of your dynamic?
  ‘Cause it’s been fear that ties me down to everything
  But it’s been love, Your love, that cuts the strings

2. What is your favorite quote?
  there’s a difference between philosophy and a bumper sticker

3. What is your favorite form of service?
  it depends…just seeing that smile that says He is well pleased…not really the answer we were looking for I am sure but….

4. Do you have any phobias?
  yes…

5. Do you want to get past your phobias, or accept them and work around your fears?
  I am working on working through them

6. How do you communicate when you are angry/upset?
  Unfortunately? I cry…which makes me angrier…

7. How does your owner expect you to communicate when you are angry/upset?
  His choice is always that I respectfully ask for His attention and tell Him what is on my heart….of course all too often I stomp my feet and act like a spoiled four year old

8. Do you ever feel ‘pet’like?
  yes – Master definitely makes me feel like His pet

9. Do you prefer dogs or cats?
  okay…don’t tell Itty but currently the dogs are at the top of the list, of course this could be because they don’t leave gopher butts on my pillow…

10. Do you prefer ’sting’ or ‘thud’?
  thud…Master has this wicked strap that literally thuds when He makes contact….

11. What aspect of your life is hardest to surrender control over?
  my son…and fortunately He understands that

12. Do you function better in a structured environment or a ‘go with the flow’ type of environment?
  structured most definitely…I crave that control

13. When do you feel the most beautiful?
  when I am standing before Him naked and His eyes tell me that He is pleased with what He sees

14. When was the last time you cried?
  today when the newest wee one grabbed Master’s finger and said (in perfect Mandarin I am told) my da! still in that oh so authoratative voice…it’s so cute to see Him bow to her every whim

15. How many M/s dynamics have you been in?
  Master/slave? just one but several lesser bdsm relationships

16. If your current one ended, would you seek to be owned again?
  I am not sure…I know that not having One to serve would be hard but now that I have had this most amazing One I am not sure I could do it again

17. Were you seeking ownership in any of your dynamics or did it occur as a natural progression?
  definitely a natural progression

18. Do you make resolutions- at new year’s or any other time of the year?
  never

19. Do you believe in ‘forever’?
  absolutely