So it’s been several weeks since I have had to deal with the world. Okay, on our wedding trip we dealt with the world but I gotta tell you ~ when people know you are on your honeymoon they tend to smile and look away so as not to intrude…we were in crowds all alone…and since returning I did not speak to another soul until this week and then only minimally.
However all good things must end I suppose. Tomorrow I have a cardio appointment and so must wear clothes for the first time in ages. Thank heavens my doc knows a bit about our kink as it were because I am varying shades of bruises and there is no hiding them when you are nearly naked…we kind of forgot this appointment until last night and by then it was too late.
My baby boy called today – okay he is 16 but he is still my baby!!! He is nursing his first heart break and he is so sad. He has been dating this young lady for quite awhile but the past few weeks have been taxing on both of them evidently. He is not at her beck and call since he has been gone and according to him each time they speak all she does is accuse him of cheating. He finally told her ‘either you trust me or you don’t ~ I’m done’
While I am proud of him for drawing that line? My heart hurts for him. It’s not always easy to watch them grow…
The boys will be home next week. Back to school shopping and what have you…actually I think Master is taking my eldest with Him down to So Cal. He has cousins down there and my former sister in law offered to host him for a few days, including shopping! Woo hoo!
The little man guy will be back from Crapaw’s ranch on Wednesday but I don’t think I get him until the weekend. He and I will venture east for back to school shopping over the weekend.
Y’all do know I live in Podunk right? I live in a little town – the county seat even - and most major shopping is done on line or out of town. I mean c’mon our ‘mall’ has Mervyn’s and Sears as it’s anchor stores…I’m just saying…
Master has set down a set of rules for me which is a new thing. Of course we have always had some protocols in place – the required posting, how I dress when we are home alone, Just say No not being an option…but now I have a list for each day. Primarily because He is leaving next week for a few days and He wants to make sure I stay on task. Besides ~ for this sub? The tighter the control the more secure and centered I am. (not that it’s all about me…)
I will be posting in the next couple of days about the play room – oh my word! and His rules.
For now I am off to a hot bath and then??
