This is my third attempt at starting a blog.  This forum seems to be the most user friendly thus far so perhaps this is home.

 i am caitlin…a wholly owned submissive and this is a small window on the world i share with Him.  Two years ago we began this journey and just two days ago was the one year anniversary of my accepting His collar.

So what does wholly owned mean?  i cannot answer for others but for me and Master it means that i belong to Him; my body is His to use for His pleasure as well as to work out His frustrations, my mind is His for pretty much the same reasons, my will is His to bend according to His.  He controls my finances, my decisions, my diet, my choices, my calendar, they are His and i gladly offer them to Him to control.

The only areas of my world that He does not directly control are my job and my child.  my job for obvious reasons ~ although He does offer direction when it comes to making career choices that will affect our future ~ and my child because this is not our child this is my teenager and Master respects that.  i do go to Him for advice and counsel but ultimately i make the decisions with regard to my teen. Of course if Master felt that things were happening that would cause me harm He would step in and take control.

Perhaps i should clarify something ~ Master does not take any of this from me ~ they are a gift that i freely offer Him daily.  His voice is the first i hear in the morning and the first thing I say to Him is ‘i am Yours Sir’…and as i go to sleep each night the last thing i hear is His voice saying ‘I love you my pet…’  He tells me my submission is a gift, freely given not taken from me.

We do not live together 24/7 as He lives 3200 miles from me so I serve Him on line as well as in His presence.  Because He is semi-retired i do see Him frequently.  i play with numbers for a living and decided to figure out how often we see each other.  On average?  17 days a month i feel my Master’s hand on my body…either He comes here or I go there.  But daily i feel His hand on my life.

So here is the beginning and we shall see where it will go…